Newborn Baby Bunny
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01:13am Mon, Aug 17, 2015
I've become the invisible woman, all I ever wanted from you was that you would see me.
Not in the sense of physical appearance,but much deeper. Soul deep, because I know I won't always look my best or be at my best. Not when life comes and throws a few curve balls my way.
I had hope you could be someone of substance and not of superficial means. But, I was surprised and hurt when I learned how really shallow you were. All about appearances and talking a big talk,but not really about walking the walk. I became invisible when I didn't get my stuff in order quick enough for you. You mocked me for wanting attention and spoke down to me like I was someone who displeased you.
I became invisible when you stop taking my calls or answering my texts. I opened up myself to you even after I promised I wouldn't for anyone else. You made me believe I could trust again,but that quickly changed.
Now I'm here embarrassed and humiliated once more for being a fool for someone like you.
I'm invisible because you could care less how much you've hurt me. After all I'm just damaged goods to you.
Invisibility would have its perks if it were under different circumstances, but right now it still reveals how broken my heart is once more. So here I stand wondering will I ever be seen again to you. The invisible woman will be no more one day and I'm not sure if you'll even notice.