Newborn Baby Bunny
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Wow. Lots of emotion in this one.
I don't think most people who haven't had the gun forcibly removed from their hands really do understand suicide, and they do consider it selfish. Sure, lots of people get to the edge, and many, whether consciously or unconsciously, stage it so that they can and probably will survive; that's a cry for help. The successes...well, those are the ones who meant it, and in my opinion, they probably are better off. People who truly intend to commit suicide succeed as a general rule, and it comes as an enormous surprise to those around them. You hear a lot of, "Oh, he seemed so grounded! So happy!" It seems obvious to me that people who can both claim to be so surprised, and claim to have been so close to the person have to be lying on one point or the other. I suppose they could think they were close, though.
I disagree that there's always some other solution. Talking to someone isn't always an option, and it is almost never enough to resolve the issue. Life just isn't like that, as much as we'd love for it to be. Sometimes the people we reach out to immediately try to soothe us and say, "Oh, it's not that bad. You'll feel differently in a day or two." From personal experience, that's the LAST thing a potential suicide needs to hear. It utterly marginalizes their feelings, makes light of the problem. I get the same kicked in the stomach feeling when I read people here saying, "Oh, EVERYONE has someone," because it really isn't true, and blaming the person who's feeling isolated by saying they just have to open up to it, mmm..yeah, that's productive. Let's marginalize and judge someone who has nothing much to live for already, shall we?
That said, I agree that problems that seem huge often are not, when viewed from a distance of a few days or a few weeks. And sometimes those problems that seem huge (and may BE huge) might have a resolution if one just reaches out to another. But when you're caught up in the midst of the drama that seems small to others, it's hard to know who you can reach out to, who you can trust. Often, there's no one, and you have to choose whether it's going to be worth toughing it out.
Teen suicides piss me off, though, because adults have a really strong tendency to laugh off a teen's issues. We survived high school, we went through the bullying, we came out stronger, maybe. Or maybe we didn't. More likely, we just have the padding and scar tissue that time provided to soften our view of what went on. Teens are vicious to each other, and adults are sometimes vicious to teens without even realizing it. In the US today, generally teens who are bullied get punished for standing up for themselves, and since the punishment is no real deterrent for the bully, the behavior continues, often with the same victims. Who do they reach out to? Parents who tell them it will be all right? Teachers or counselors who tell them to report it, so they can get thrown out of school, too? Other teens, who are as likely to laugh and gossip as actually be supportive? These are the ones I wish there was more help for. But then, when I was in school, it was part of growing up to learn to fight your own battles, and unless you were a nobody who mixed it up with an athlete, you weren't punished for standing your ground and the bully was.
I'll put the soapbox away now, and close with this: Which of us has the right to force another to suffer for our convenience? None. So the answer, in my opinion, is yes, suicide is a selfish act committed by someone who is in unimaginable pain, and yes, the people who would force the person in pain to live just so they didn't have to deal with the aftermath are equally selfish.